It is not, indeed.
And you'll figure it out sooner or later. For me, I'm awakened every time I lose something or everything. As Tyler Durden once said "It's not only until we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." That, my friends, is what keeps me going and it makes me realize the truth in that quote, which by the way, I got it from my favorite movie of all time-- Fight Club.
So we're all raised in this crappy amazing phase of life that's stuck between technology, and numbness. Technology is so important to us nowadays, and it's so easy to do pretty much, anything, but lately, I've realized how much it numbs us down. Therefore, do not let your creativity die. Instead, put down your phones and tablets, sit on the sand by the beach, and take it all in. Look at the clouds, and go back to being a kid and making out shapes out of them. Let your creativity slowly return, and once you do that, you'll be closer to what should be everyone's goal; "What the hell are we here for?"
With this, i leave you with a simple couple of questions:
For what were you born? What's the reason for life? What are your dreams? Are you happy?
...Are you following your dream(s)?